Dissapointed!!!

Arugh!I am really really disappointed with my result.
when i got my result ytd,my mind have a blackout,don't know what to do.
feeling that i am hopeless and i am in a lost,but i am just acting normal in sch,
bearing with my tears.when i walked out of the sch for a distance,i burst into tears,really can't controlled anymore.No matter what happen my life have go on,so there is no point for me to cry and regret.This is what i deserved.I should know what i gonna get without putting in much effort!Now,i should learned from my mistake and not sitting at home and cry.What i have to do now is to chose a good course in higher nitec and work hard for it.