Upset upset upset!!!!!
No one to turn to....
No one to share with....
Everything changes just because of you entering my life....
Is it a good sign or a bad sign????
i don't know who to share with....I hate this lifestyle of mine.
I want to change to be a better.
Once i leaned a little by a little ...i wanted to rely more..
And i too greedy???
Yes, i think i am...
Greedy hurts me ...
I always tried to hold back myself.Is a kinda afraid !!!!
perhaps it might be a self protection of getting hurts.....
Simply hurts.....

sorry ...there is still no trust ....